On Losing the Baby...

     SO here I am.... this is uncharted territory for me; please excuse the following fragmented thoughts and run-on sentences- that's where my brain is right now; SO many emotions-

Baby Gone

sadness

NUMB

hurt

relief

GUILT

confusion

       PEACE

I dream of what you would have been like;

your hair;

your eyes;

your tiny fingers and toes;

I grieve that I will never know you on earth-

but have hope of kissing you in heaven.